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出走的原因, 永远是因为那远方最模糊最虚无的出口.  走近那出口, 发觉除了一道光之外就什么也没了,  原来那是通往另一段更模糊更虚无之路的出口.

23 August i’ll fly to China n study, n maybe u’ll ask me how’s my feeling before going to China. I would say i got no any special feeling coz i still got a long way to go in my life. I feel a bit shame coz such a 23 years old adult stil need to get money from parents to study, n some more study a course that won’t "brighten up my future". I’m not worry in anything, juz it seems like my parents very worry about me n they work very hard to earn money to get me there. I enjoy learning any kind of things, from engineering to music, music to literature, literature to earning money, i got a lot of passion on that. I treat these as a process of learning, win or lose is not important(i’ve been a loser since the day i’ve born, so why i care about win lose?). I’ll keep on gaining more n more knowledge, that’s all. I would like to fulfil some dreams such as master my electric organ, write a book n read some books i want, these are not very difficult to achieve. Life goes on, nothing special. I’ll juz going on as usual, that’s why i do not feel excited at all, maybe a bit nervous, but think deeply,y shall i nervous? Nervous for what? I got preparation liao ma, nervous got use meh…..   

习惯了涂鸦会无发自抜，把思绪涂成一道密不透风的墙，让天使恶魔与我一同窒息。

如坠落中的光影，穿过梦境的裂痕，等着尽头的唤醒。